yunhi umeed dilatay hain zamanay walay
lot k kab aatay hain janay walay
Kabhi dekha tu ne sehra me sookha darakht
aaisay hi jhulastay hain wafaon ko nibhane walay
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Sunday, January 11, 2009
She stood in front of me, i could see her from not so close and not too far. There was a strange sparkle in her eyes, sparkle of happiness, she could not stop smiling stop blushing. From all that time since i knew her she was never the same. She was beautiful, she looked like A GIRL OF HEAVEN. Her yellow cloths, her raised arms, her hands ful of mehendi.
I stood there, i wasnt moving. i wasnt walking towards her, to avoid missing this moment, to avoid missing her glimpes. I stood like stone probably with open mouth.................. Then she took a step. She was coming towards me and then.............
all black..... as dark as death.........
I jumped up . I opened my eyes, breathing deeply, my heart ponding so loud that i could hear it, drenched with a bucket full sweat. i wiped my tears and got up.
Why does she comes in my dreams, why cant i 4get her???
I got ready and went to the office. life must go on, i had to earn for my parents. They were old and i was the only child. They were the only reason why i was alive.
Two years had passed, she was in my arms. I cant forget that time.
It seemed as if all the happiness in world is under my feet. i waited for the time to pass as soon as possible.Each day was passing like centuries.
Two days left for my wedding, I was getting married to the one i always had desired for
We were together from two years, we had just graduated from the same university. With time we never came to know when did we came close and fell deeply in love. I remember those times, those smiles, stupid jokes, some tears, some laughters, lovecards, paper chating in class, every thing.
I got insan.What on earth happened to me, i never forgave my self for that.Just 2 days left and she would b mine forever.
I decided to call her. I told her to come to the park next to her house. 'Are you nuts? Its my mehendi. How can i come'. I wish she would never had persuaded. I wish she would have said no.I wish i wish........... but she never refused anything i said. I wanted to see her. Last time before we become wedded couple. Last time before she became a bride with red dress she always wanted to be since she was a kid.
As i waited for her in the park , she reached in no time. I was watching her from other side of the road.
She stood in front of me, i could see her from not so close not too far.There was a strange sparkle in her eyes, sparkle of happiness, she could not stop smiling, stop blushing. Frm all that time since i knew her she was never the same. She looked beautiful she looked like A GIRL OF HEAVEN. Her yellow cloths her raised arms her hand full of mehendi.
I stood there, wasnt moving wasnt walking towards her, to avoid missing this moment, to avoid missing her glimpes.I stood like a stone probably with open mouth............ then she took a step........ she was coming towards me and then....................................
All black. as dark as DEATH.
I stood still. It took a little time for me to move , to absorb the situation, to believe that she was hit by a vehicle.
I ran toward her, helpless, bleeding, her mehendi covered in red blood. I picked her in my arms, she was getting cold, she couldnt open her eyes. She wanted to say something, may be that she didnt wanted to die. I wiped her face ' i wont let u go i wont' I was repeating
Then her hand fell, SHE WAS GONE...............
Every body has to go one day, but I couldnt even say the things I wanted to.
To tell her that how much I loved her, to tell her that how much im sorry to tel her that how much i cry to tell her that she looked beautiful that day to tell her that i really wanted to see her in red dress to tell her that she would always be in my heart to tell her that she was
THE GIRL OF HEAVEN
I stood there, i wasnt moving. i wasnt walking towards her, to avoid missing this moment, to avoid missing her glimpes. I stood like stone probably with open mouth.................. Then she took a step. She was coming towards me and then.............
all black..... as dark as death.........
I jumped up . I opened my eyes, breathing deeply, my heart ponding so loud that i could hear it, drenched with a bucket full sweat. i wiped my tears and got up.
Why does she comes in my dreams, why cant i 4get her???
I got ready and went to the office. life must go on, i had to earn for my parents. They were old and i was the only child. They were the only reason why i was alive.
Two years had passed, she was in my arms. I cant forget that time.
It seemed as if all the happiness in world is under my feet. i waited for the time to pass as soon as possible.Each day was passing like centuries.
Two days left for my wedding, I was getting married to the one i always had desired for
We were together from two years, we had just graduated from the same university. With time we never came to know when did we came close and fell deeply in love. I remember those times, those smiles, stupid jokes, some tears, some laughters, lovecards, paper chating in class, every thing.
I got insan.What on earth happened to me, i never forgave my self for that.Just 2 days left and she would b mine forever.
I decided to call her. I told her to come to the park next to her house. 'Are you nuts? Its my mehendi. How can i come'. I wish she would never had persuaded. I wish she would have said no.I wish i wish........... but she never refused anything i said. I wanted to see her. Last time before we become wedded couple. Last time before she became a bride with red dress she always wanted to be since she was a kid.
As i waited for her in the park , she reached in no time. I was watching her from other side of the road.
She stood in front of me, i could see her from not so close not too far.There was a strange sparkle in her eyes, sparkle of happiness, she could not stop smiling, stop blushing. Frm all that time since i knew her she was never the same. She looked beautiful she looked like A GIRL OF HEAVEN. Her yellow cloths her raised arms her hand full of mehendi.
I stood there, wasnt moving wasnt walking towards her, to avoid missing this moment, to avoid missing her glimpes.I stood like a stone probably with open mouth............ then she took a step........ she was coming towards me and then....................................
All black. as dark as DEATH.
I stood still. It took a little time for me to move , to absorb the situation, to believe that she was hit by a vehicle.
I ran toward her, helpless, bleeding, her mehendi covered in red blood. I picked her in my arms, she was getting cold, she couldnt open her eyes. She wanted to say something, may be that she didnt wanted to die. I wiped her face ' i wont let u go i wont' I was repeating
Then her hand fell, SHE WAS GONE...............
Every body has to go one day, but I couldnt even say the things I wanted to.
To tell her that how much I loved her, to tell her that how much im sorry to tel her that how much i cry to tell her that she looked beautiful that day to tell her that i really wanted to see her in red dress to tell her that she would always be in my heart to tell her that she was
THE GIRL OF HEAVEN
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